AN UNBROKEN PROMISE

AN UNBROKEN PROMISE



Honest Abe:


In the brisk of energy air of breath from your lips...
I can feel the invisible kiss of destiny songs in the key of life
stirring my soul like no other.
As my hand swallows yours in my palm,
the other caressing your thigh as our eyes link to purge a growing bond reflection...
to stand the test of time...

VERBAL:

TIME IS ALL WE HAVE I’M WILLING TO INVEST IT IN YOU… IN US
I SEE THE BEST AND FEEL I GIVE SOME SORT OF COMFORT WHEN YOU LAY UPON MY CHEST

OUR BREATH BECOMES ONE IN THE MOMENT
YOU BRING WHAT I WAS HOPIN WAITIN TO BE ROPED IN WHEN I SAW YOU ZOOM YOUR SCOPE IN

I KNOW ALL THINGS HAVE UNPLEASNATRIES AND I’M WILLING TO WORK AT AND GET PAST THAT
MY BACK TURNED IS SOMETHING YOU WILL NEVER HAVE

Honest Abe:


Even when the self placed burdens of torment are removed from my mind,
shoulders and back...the phantom weight left becomes the next task;
Its alias is, "LOVE" for me at times.
So I hope...for the next queen that welcomes my emotions into their heart palace,
can bare the burdens of what I have to offer being enough...because...its all I got to give...

VERBAL:


AND I’M HERE TO ACCEPT ALL
DOWNFALLS ARE NOTHING I WILL ANSWER EVERY CALL
EVEN WHEN THEY’RE UNSPOKEN
I DON’T NEED YOU TO SPEAK I’LL USE TELEPATHY TO DISCERN YOUR NEEDS
I WILL ANSWER YOUR PLEAS WITH NO NEED TO SAY PLEASE

AND THAT IS MY PLAN
WITH YOUR HAND IN MINE PROUD TO CALL YOU MY MAN


Honest Abe:


And you know what they say about the best laid plans...
So instinct plays the role of my scheduler of thoughts
wanting my love for your existence to never Seem constipated when unleashed
knowing brain farts clouding your perception of what I want and desire will not be attractive.
I've learned and still learning to be adaptive from these lessons of love.
Domestically hurt hearts never fully heal but slowly learn to rise above the pain...
The invisible blood stains from wearing it on ya sleeve left behind don't wash away in vain...in vein

VERBAL:


OVERTIME I'VE LEARNED TO OVERCOME PAST PAIN
YOU HELP ALLEVIATE PAIN FROM PAST LAMES SEEKING ENJOYMENT IN PLAYING GAMES
MY BRUISES WILL REMAIN BUT IT HELPS ME
SHOWS ME WHAT TO APPRECIATE AND WHAT I TRULY NEED
AND IN YOUR EYES I SEE SINCERITY
I KNOW I’LL HAVE TO SHOW MY AUTHENTICITY CAUSE I’D BE A FOOL TO TELL YOU TO JUST BELIEVE

Honest Abe:


Telling myself circumstances forcing me to move on and live isn't a guarantee
That I'll still be my same...still be my sane...with you...
Some may say I come with a WARNING LABEL...for many different reasons.
question is, can you handle my prescribed presence being good for you...even though obstacles of fate
w/o faith beyond our control believe I'm not what the Dr. ordered to keep you smiling..?
See though, What appears before thee,
is someone who doesn't enjoy spending another 4 seasons of loneliness in solitude bliss.
but someone does plan to spend the next 40 seasons + with an Empress for this Emperor.

VERBAL:

AND EMPRESS IS MY DIVINE ATTRIBUTE
I KNOW MY INTELLIGENCE ISN'T SEEN CAUSE WHEN DUDES LOOK AT ME THEY THINK “YEAH, SHE CUTE”
BUT I’M MUCH DEEPER THAN THE VISUAL PERCEPTION
AND I’M READY TO GIVE YOU ALL OF ME WITH NO INTERCEPTION…



Copyright 2011

Untitled love from the heart

There still is nothing like her Flo'essence....

That with no filter tells me when I'm on some Bull...

when I can't see it;

She sweats hot spring precipitation from her skin...

Launches lethal loogies of verbal affection..

And I catch infections of love making me

Gladly bedridden with a severe case of Happiness in my heart,

yet my mind...

Her loving comfort thoughts is this souls Sick bay. 

Together, we are the D & A brought in unison by God.

My God this woman...

Poetically inclined aura so potent should be illegal in 48 states...and a few countries. :-)

Re-sparks the fuel we need to continue Burning bright...

You don't know the sacredness of a real woman

Unless she has the power

to put ya Tri-fecta In its proper alignment!

I'm fine with this brown skin PISCES being of nature

Having a hold on me.

And I'm a Scorpio. 

So know our waters will never run dry.

As long as the universe supply's the endless...

Chakra wisdom desires to grow to absolution In the promise land we make.

Cause its all bout give and take.

Reciprocity begets reciprocity 

Through an Odyssey of honesty vernacular;

We are not broken on purpose.

But we are broke in on purpose.

See true lovers and friends know

how to dig beneath the surface of nervousness...

The shovel she wields on me...

Makes undertakers envy

I'm telling you...

Damn brick, wood, or steel houses 

With this woman,

I'm building something...

titanium....

-Honest Abe © 2013

REPENT LETTER TO A QUEEN (RECKLESS INTENT 2)

Dear your Majesty,

My recent actions tell an unjust story of my character. A stinging desert miraj of unlawful words

was not the intent to disrespect your crown. Doing so, I've turned my own crown into one of thorns placed on my tongue

to repent this verbal offense of a criminal nature. The reckless decision I made when parting these lips,

I can't argue, warrants the crucifixtion feelings punishment placed on me within your power.

The intent to tarnish the earned image of my being...was not conscious. But a mistake being morally paid for right now.

We were never meant to suffer this barn fire of sorrow wedged between us via carelessness.

I remember us discussing the unworthy Kings and false knights in fools silver armor

blinding the reality reflection of their lackluster standards you found out the hard way about;

Revealing the true revenue of manhoods...which pale in comparison to a pound of your golden value.

The crest of your precious cusp aura, I felt commanded times of needed happiness ahead. And still do.

I admit and plea guilty to debt charges I've been accused of and ask for leaniency.

For the ones against me are acknowledged as follows:

1. Assault with a deadly weapon loaded with unlienced voacabulary in the 1st degree.

2. Endangering the safety and solace of a recovering broken heart via multiple past assailents.

3. And 1 account of indecent exposure and rude acts pain and mild suffering undeservingly of a queen I care about....in a public venue.

If it pleases you, my torment is growing and will continue...until within your descretion

I'm forgiven.

This sin I've comitted against one of God's work in the flesh,

has spawned a bump in our growing bond...

It would most undoubtedly humble me to be back in your good graces as soon as possible.

Though your anger is understandable.

But there is an unfathomed notion within me that holds out hope.

And a sense that your warm nature will bloom for me

to indulge in those beautiful big brown eyes soon.

See, that respecting your royalty means a lot to my soul.

It pains me, even if temporary to know your in minor disgust of my person

Never wanting the story of us to worsen with lost time...

Hoping you accept this affidavid of my heart on my sleeve

in this repent letter on the mercy of your character.

There's no way I can apologize enough.

In this court of your opinion, cause the public don't matter right now...

This tension between us can and should decease. But the power is in your hands.

In the case of my bad judgement, reckless intent is rarely given another chance.

I'm betting my bottom dollar, that you can and are willing grant me such a deed.

Sincerely with love that has become relentless only for you,

Abraham Nathaniel Benjamin a.k.a. Honest Abe

Copyright 2011